I get lost in the beauty of everything I see.

Kayla. 19.
Dallas, TX.
Human Rights and Economics double major.
Moscow, Russia is the closest I've come to home.

“You spend so much time, so much effort, trying to hold yourself together. And then everything falls apart anyway.”

—   David Levithan Two Boys Kissing (via sempiternale)

(via heartsofangels)

“My therapist told me that my mother made me ache this way, but she did not tell me I would seek the love I missed in the trees and mountains as well as girls with red lipstick and kitten heels. No one warned me about breaking down in supermarket aisles over which peanut butter to buy and ending up just taking home marmite, or crying over not having enough change for the parking metre. My therapist never told me I would have days when I was so happy I couldn’t breathe, and I’d spend the day trying to bottle that feeling until I realised it had already gone. No adult prepared me for how wrong movies got it, or that kissing in the rain rarely happens like you want it to, or that wine tastes like cat pee and beer tastes even worse. No one tells you that your accomplishments one day mean nothing, and you are surrounded by certificates that are ultimately worthless.
I wasn’t ready.”

—   I’m nearly 20. (via senselessrose)

(Source: stayproud-littleowl, via senselessrose)

“When you grow up as a girl, the world tells you the things that you are supposed to be: emotional, loving, beautiful, wanted. And then when you are those things, the world tells you they are inferior: illogical, weak, vain, empty.”

—   Stevie Nicks. <3  (via senselessrose)

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“Is this all there is? This cruel world full of hate and betrayed? It’s just not fair. When you are a child you see all these movies and listen to all those songs and they give you the illusion that growing up is such a wonderfull thing. They make you believe that life is all about loving and being loved, about letting things happen and letting things go. They tell you that every problem can be solved, but what they don’t tell you is what happens in between. How your heart gets broken and you slowly fall into a million pieces that can never be put back together again. We can’t be fixed. They don’t tell you about all the pain you have to face, about all the battles you will lose. They just don’t tell you the important things. This life can’t be true”

—   Lore VP, is this all there is (via senselessrose)

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“How beautiful would it be to find someone who’s in love with your mind.”

—   (via nyu-tah)

(Source: moeyhashy, via heartsofangels)

iwantyoureffingtatertots:

I need someone who will sit on a rooftop with me at 2 in the morning and will tell me their favorite songs and their family problems and how they think the earth was made

(via cumguzlingslut)

“Do not make
homes
out of people.
This will leave you
homesick
and sad,
missing arms that
cannot hold
roofs,
hearts with
shaky foundations.”

—   Michelle K., Home.   (via gorardway)

(Source: michellekpoems, via tsunami-tides-in-thy-eyes)

(Source: nentindo, via msyukimuras)

I wanna do cute stuff with you like fuck the shit out of you

(Source: sexlusion, via definitive)

“I’m just gonna bullshit it.”

—   my life motto for the past 20 years (via beyleesis)

(Source: narcissasmalfoy, via unimportant)